Why spelling is not my strong suit

so some of you might have noticed that my spelling is not the best well lets be honest it sucks and you know what I'm not willing to let it control what i do and don't do. I'm going to tell you a bit about my academic life. when i was starting school it became clear that i was unfocused in class and it started to concern my teachers enough that the school began testing me for things like dyslexia. No i do not have dyslexia but that's where they started. I had a lot of test done and i don't remember a lot of the i was very young when they where done. But it wasn't until i was about 7 that I got diagnosed with visual and auditory perceptual learning difficulties.  at this point i had no idea what this meant and i still kind of struggle to myself but the best way to describe it is its like you could tell me to wright something down word for word off a board and i will the words tend to change along that way. But at that time i had no idea what it meant for me in school. I didn't know that I would spend hours days and weeks learning new ways of learning and it sucked and i was tolled on many ocations that I would not finish school that i probably wouldn't make it to year 10 academically speaking and for a big part of my life i was ok with that. Then in 2009 i had a diction to make do I go on to year 10 or do i droop out and for me seeing a lot of my friends going on to year 10 was to much to bear so i did it and i past. this is where i had another choose to keep going or not. At this point i had spent most of the year umming and areing about going on because if i went on i wanted to go all the way to the end. and this is where my fight began with the school to let me stay with my mum and dad that i could handle it. and i won it wasn't a long one but something was nudging me the hole time and i see now that it was all part of Gods plan for me. but having been tolled all this at a young age had a massive impacted on my first year out of school I had know idea what to do with my life or where it was heading so i moved across the country to a new place with new people. this was good for me I made some amazing friends that encouraged me to give bible collage a go and i did and i didn't fail at it and I'm  just about to start back soon and I'm so existed I love it. this is not part of me that I am ashamed of its just part of what makes me who i am not all of me though. Id love to hear if any of you have been tolled your not cut out for something?